Sanitize your Brain

Sanitized Goodies

h0wshesparkles — Sat, 27 Oct 2007 04:58:07 +0000

So yea, all day I’ve been hunting a nice, free webhost because geocities, bravenet, and freewebs have all decided that they want to be lame, so I found 110mb.com. So far, so good. I can now use an FTP client again (which makes me oh-so-happy! XD). The layout is super simple and lame, but at least the files are uploaded and I can start working on a better layout (which will take me till the rest of this year, but whatevs.) I haven’t done ‘hardcore’ webdesign in almost 2 years, I feel like I’ve forgotten everything. But at least I’m getting better at pixelling. I’ve got some new adoptables up (halloween & supplies) so I’ll be making more as often as I can. http://sanitized.110mb.com

I jumped on Dick’s computer while he was playing FFTactics and started playing CS:S. I suck so bad, but then again, I’m a n00b. I did get a couple of headshots in on Creeper and The-Gebaulcher or whoever. Geno said he’d practice with me tomorrow. I’m sure I’ll get totally stomped. Apparently, in the RAT vent, no one believed I (Dick’s girlfriend) truly existed. They probably all think I’m a moron because I would randomly say something like “GOTCHA BITCH!” and laugh when they said something amongst themselves that I thought was funny. That and I suck and brought Dick’s ranks down to like…9/23 whatever that means. But it’s all good. Yep yep.

I don’t like stupidity.

h0wshesparkles — Fri, 26 Oct 2007 18:42:21 +0000

There’s nothing wrong with admitting you don’t know everything, I damn sure don’t, but what just irks the living bajeezus out of me is when someone sits there and argues with you that they know why something isn’t working and in your head you just want to yell at them to shut up and get away from it because they don’t know what they’re doing and they’re complete morons. People like that should be put on their own island and left to fend for themselves. It would be pretty comical watching them fight over how to use a rock to smash a coconut or something (and they would STILL claim to know how to do it ‘the right way’) >_< I just…they just…I mean…BAAAAAAAHLSDFHSLDHFKJSDDSFHSLKJFLSKDJFSLKJFSKDJFSKDJFS. But it’s cool, cause I know things that they don’t and I will use it to my advantage *nods*.

I was able to get some money from Dick’s Dad to buy another pack of smokes, so now we have 3 ^_^ He’s really not that bad of a guy, except that he drinks a LOT and overreacts and doesn’t want to sit down and listen and understand where someone is coming from. But as long as you do right by him and help out around this place if you don’t have a job (which I don’t) then he pretty well leaves you alone.

But other than that, I’ve been thinking about putting the ‘goodies’ and suchness on a different page, so it’s more like a real website. Nothing special, no fancy layout, just a pop-up window with simple frames and links. Yes, FRAMES. I know they suck, but they are soooooo friggin simple and I’m tired of making a layout, coding it, putting it up, then hating it. As you can already tell, I can’t pixel worth a hoot, but it’s ok. I’ll figure something out eventually.

Uh-oh…

h0wshesparkles — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 23:22:50 +0000

We’re so in trouble. Not really, but Dick’s dad is back home a day early. Last week he flipped shit because he was drunk and dumb and ended up cutting off the net (which, coincedently, we got back today haha) which he had no right to do since it wasn’t even in his name. So for about a week, we had no net. Meh, it’s whatever to me. Dick and I finally have a room. There’s walls and a floor and a futon mattress and lots, and lots of boxes. No furniture. The furniture that I do have is in a storage unit that my mom will not allow me to get into because my uncle put all my furniture in the BACK and all hers in the front >_>. Personally, I think they did that on purpose, but whatever. So now I can’t really unpack anything because I have nowhere to put it! At least my dad didn’t object to me getting the futon mattress out of one of the buildings. It had been out there for 2-3 years, so I sprayed it down with clorox, febreze, anything that had “anti-bacterial” on its label and let it dry outside.

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h0wshesparkles — Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:05:59 +0000

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I hate mosquitos

h0wshesparkles — Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:01:58 +0000

Yes. Ever since I was young I’ve been very badly afflicted with the little buggers. My legs are so badly scarred from my lack of self-control with scratching that I don’t like wearing shorts, even in summer (not only that, but my legs are LILY white.) Within minutes of me going outside, I tend to attract every mosquito within a 5 mile radius. IT SUCKS. I remember reading that mosquitos are more attracted to:

Children

People with blonde hair (naturally, I assume)

and I can’t remember the rest, but there was like 5 things and I fit 4/5.
I’ve tried everything to stop the itching: antihistamines, hot salty bath, hot salty bath mixed with garlic salt and witch hazel, cleaning them right after I’ve been bitten, deoderant, salt pastes, squeezing them and/or opening them up to pour rubbing alcohol/hydrogen peroxide on them, putting ice on them, putting a hot compress on them, etc. I know none of this stuff will help with the scarring, and at this point in my life, I don’t care too much about that, I just don’t want to itch anymore!

Why am I ranting of this? Oh, because Dick wanted to go outside and work on his car, and I went out there just to look at the engine, I was out there no more 5-7 minutes and now I am COVERED with bites on my arms, hands and toes. IT’S OCTOBER, but of course, North Carolina has to have some of the most fucked up weather ever. Our summers keep getting longer, our winters warmer, we’re on the way to becoming the next Florida.

Dick wants to move to P.A in a year or so, I wonder if the mosquitos there are bad, cause if they aren’t, I’m totally moving there within 6months-1year. I hate being itchy.

/end rant

EVIL!

h0wshesparkles — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 19:48:15 +0000

Ok, so I’m feeling tons better, throat is still a little sore and if I stand too long, I get really hot (as in break out in a sweat) and nauseous. BUT while I’m sick, I tend to be…cranky, and, weeeell, this time I was actually feeling very evil and thought about killing people and how I would get away with it. Not talking like, killing random people, oh no, people that I know. People that either I hate just because they exist and in general they are horrible people who do no good in anything or people that just irritate the fucking shit out me with their whining and every day pity parties and can’t let a single thing go (they have to keep repeating their statements/stories every 30minutes-day). I told Dick about it and he just laughed and patted me on the head. The thing is, now that I am feeling better, I’m not plotting to kill anymore, but I still really don’t like these people (which is normal) and now it makes me just want to work hard and get my butt out of this place.

My interview is in less than 12 hours. Need to go to sleep soon so I can get up and get ready. Did laundry today so I know I have clean clothes ^_^. I hope everything goes well, I really need the money (and break from this place).

Sinuses Suck

h0wshesparkles — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 16:44:16 +0000

So my sinuses are draining. BAD. I don’t remember them being this painful or hard to get out. It started on the right side, but now it feels like it’s gone to the left side as well. I’ve drank so much hot tea, cold tea, pepsi, water, more hot tea. Nothing really seems to help. But eventually, in a day or so, it’ll pass.

I hate the cold and every time the seasons change, this happens, but from Fall-Winter it’s the worst. Dick wants to move to P.A, which is where the lead of RAT, Geno, lives. I don’t think I’d mind P.A until winter comes. I’m always late getting out the winter clothes and stuff. I’ll wear flipflops all the way from april-feb. Not smart, i know which probably is why my sinuses act up. My feet are ALWAYS freezing. But to me, it feels good.

Thursday I’ve got a job interview at the new Lowe’s Hardware that’s being built about 3 miles away. I really hope I get it because I need money. I need to get my car fixed and put insurance on it. Good part is, I won’t have to fork out 500+ on payments and expensive insurance, just liability (which is less than $75/month) then pay for my cell phone which is $100 or less a month. So i figured, even if I’m only making minimum wage, as long as I get 40+ hours a week, I’ll be fine. I don’t think Lowe’s Hardware starts you out at minimum wage tho, which is AWESOME. Dick got his callback today, but for some reason, they didn’t set up an interview. When you ask him what they said he just shrugs. That’s so annoying.

But alas, even though we have no money or a running car at this point, we still have friends who want to hang out, so off we go.

h0wshesparkles — Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:14:52 +0000

Haven’t updated in a long time. Nothing really going on. My car got repo’d. Sucks that it goes against my credit, BUT i still have the malibu, just need a tail light and put some insurance on it (which with AIG is only 51.95/month) so when I get the job at Lowe’s (which I better, or I’m gonna blow the place up) and I pull like 40+ hours a week and bust my ass and show them they made the best decision ever hiring me, well, I’ll have a shit ton of money. Muahahaha. It’ll be like when I first started at the CTP, I was able to pay off a TON of debt AND save $500 within 4 months! Thanks to my wonderful Mommy, hahaa.

My dad FINALLY quit smoking after 30+ years (I’m guessing, may only be >30 but 20<). Bad part is, after so many years, he has developed sleep apnea and has like 30% use of his lungs. Which sucks, but it’s made him want to actually have a decent relationship with me. After 10 years, he’s FINALLY came around. BOOYAH! I’m one happy kid.

That’s another thing, I’m 21 but I don’t feel that old. It’s not really old, but I don’t think I’m all that mature =/ but that could be because I date a younger guy ;D

All in all, things are going pretty well.

GIMME MORE SLEEP DAMMIT >_<

h0wshesparkles — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 13:27:12 +0000

Every. Friggin. Day. I get woken up. I can’t help it that I stay up till past midnight, but c’mon! I want sleeeeeeeep. My head hurts. Today is a whiny day.

I did get up to take Dick to pull-a-part. Lazy s.o.b had me carry his tools. jk, I offered to take them, but being the heat, under the bright sun, it just made my head hurt so bad. I’m really irritable right now. His dad offered him 15 bux to clean his truck inside and out. I’ll probably end up helping/doing most of it. I don’t see Dick getting off anytime soon. He’s so wrapped up in playing CS:S. But it’s cool. When he plays, I can be online and do whatever I want XD Yep yep.

THERE IS NOTHING TO DO.

omg, i can take a nap. awesome.

6 minutes till 2 a.m

h0wshesparkles — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 01:59:21 +0000

and I have to take Dick to pull-a-part tomorrow around 9ish. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH. Why am I up so late?? because, I was making more apples for the nintendo regime. they’re not that great in my opinion, but I’m not used to putting a lot of detail into something so small. I do like making them though. It’s getting me back into my creative flow. Even though they are small, it’s a lot easier in a way. I feel that the bigger the image, the more detail I need to put into it to make it look nice, but these, I don’t really have to as long as people can recognize what it is lol. I’m not very artistic, I wish I was, but I just can’t seem to get it to flow Anywho, here’s what I made:

Yep. Pretty lame eh?